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Aug
14th
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things i don’t usually say out loud

i am really tired today, too tired to use capital letters even. it’s not physical but mental and emotional. everyone around me needs something, everyone needs so much right now. and they also happen to need it rightnow.

it isn’t just family. i have no one to blame for having chosen work that requires me to be “on” all the time. i love my work but i didn’t think it through very well when i picked it—that if i am successful, and good with clients and projects, that there will be almost no down time at all, ever. i am tired just thinking about my to-do list for clients. i have deadlines today, conference calls this weekend.

and it isn’t just family and work, it’s social. i have put myself intentionally in the paths of people and clubs and events and things that need me. today, i’m regretting those decisions.

it’s nice to be needed, but i think i would like it if everyone could just not need me for a while.

if you’ve known me for a while, you’ve likely heard the occasional acknowledgement that since i’m usually pretty healthy (lucky, knock wood), when i am sick or down i have no idea what to do, it’s like waking up in someone else’s body and what the hell do you do with that? and talking about that is the province of other people; i do it so rarely that i have very little frame of reference.

going through today feels like i’m trying to fold bedsheets underwater.

i think i’m going to take a nap. (wake up kids, we’ve got the dreamer’s disease)

and maybe play this one video game that tickles me. it has cows and chickens and cake.

also, with the benefit of hindsight, it’s actually harder not to capitalize properly.

tumblr doesn’t have comments but if it did this would be a “comments off” post, iykwim. thanks.

Jun
23rd
Tue
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The Street Where You Live

Where you used to live, more accurately.


I found a very old Rolodex when I was cleaning my office tonight. The idea that, five years ago, I was keeping contact information on cards made of paper seems utterly quaint now.  To help me track different groups, some cards had a pineapple-shaped hole punched in them.

Anyway, none of you live on these streets anymore. Some of you don’t even live in the same cities.

Some of you (Chiara) aren’t even in the same hemisphere.

But I’ll give a shoutout anyway. See what rings a bell.

Center Avenue. Francis Drive. 21st Avenue. Tule Cove. Chevy Chase. North Hamilton Ave. Ashworth Avenue North. Red River Street. Chapel Street. Shoal Creek Boulevard. Gunston Road. Ridgepoint Drive. Selma Avenue. Manitoba Street. Berwyn Avenue. Tupelo Street. Lindsey Street.  Golf Course Drive. Steeplechase Lane. Connecticut Avenue NW. Joe Sayers Avenue. Sudbury Street.

Anyway. Ghosts of addresses past.

Apr
18th
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Lisa’s Orzo Salad Recipe, for Shiloh

Seriously, I almost could have done this in 140 characters; it’s that easy. It’s a simpler version of this recipe that @elizs is using, and people seem to go mad for it.

Make a 16-oz box of orzo to al dente (I like Barilla). Rinse and drain. Put the pasta in the fridge while you do the rest.

Add the vegetables and herbs, all quantities to taste. I usually add the following:

  • 6-8 roma tomatoes, roughly chopped
  • 1 red onion, finely chopped
  • A big handful of black olives, pitted and quartered
  • 1/2 cup or so of fresh pine nuts. Sometimes I roast/sauté these for a little color (otherwise they look exactly like the orzo grains), but that’s totally optional.
  • About 8-10 basil leaves, washed and dried, and then do a chiffonade (where you roll the leaf lengthwise, and then slice thin strips from the roll so that pretty little green ribbons result)
  • I have a friend who throws some capers in with this too, but I don’t bother because I’m not a huge capers fan.

The final step and the key to the whole thing is the feta packed in oil.  At the deli case or cold cheese case in your supermarket, there is a 8-oz jar of cubed feta cheese packed in oil.  (It’s not a specialty item; I can always get it at Randall’s/Tom Thumb.) I can’t think of the brand name I usually get, but the jar is hexagonally shaped and the label is Greek-looking.

Don’t drain the feta! The oil has loads of herbs and flavor. Use the feta oil as your dressing. Dump the whole jar in, with the pasta and veggies.

Add salt and pepper to taste.

Mix gently but thoroughly. Chill for about an hour. Store in the fridge.

This recipe is even better the next day, so you can make it well in advance for a party. And it’s unbelievably easy, so when people marvel and coo and ask for the recipe, you have to demur and pretend it actually took more than 10 minutes.

Feb
22nd
Sun
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Tracy’s Oscar Predictions

Does anyone watch or care about the Oscars anymore? I can’t tell if they are completely passé or not. I just think that this year is a better field than we’ve seen in a really long time;I was surprised the other day to find that I’m actually interested in the outcomes.  (Still, I think we’ll be TiVoing it so I can fast-forward through the red carpet blather and the Very Special Parts. Which means I’ll be skipping Twitter so as not to be spoiled.)

Here’s how I think it will all go down:


ACTRESS IN A SUPPORTING ROLE

The nominees are Amy Adams (“Doubt”), Penélope Cruz (“Vicky Cristina Barcelona”), Viola Davis (“Doubt”), Taraji P. Henson (“The Curious Case of Benjamin Button”), Marisa Tomei (“The Wrestler”).

My thoughts: this is going to be an Academy-politics vote.  Tomei and Adams fall into the “The Nomination is Her Reward” category, especially after Marisa’s marked lack of career acclaim since the 1992 win for “My Cousin Vinny”. I think Davis, Henson and Cruz are slightly a toss-up.

I didn’t see Cruz but have read mixed reactions around her nomination. I think that between Viola Davis (whose performance was compelling but very brief — and who unfortunately has a co-nominee from the same film, which will split “Doubt” voters) and Taraji Henson (whose performance was compelling and longer… though she didn’t get to have a scene where she cried so well that her nose was running the whole time), the edge goes to Henson for what I am calling “The Button Factor”: it got lots of noms but isn’t good enough to go all the way… so they have to give some hardware out wherever they can.

Prediction: Taraji P. Henson


ORIGINAL SCREENPLAY
The nominees are “Frozen River”, “Happy-Go-Lucky”, “In Bruges”, “Milk” and “WALL-E.”

I think “In Bruges” is too European, “Frozen River” is too under the radar, and “WALL-E” didn’t have enough dialogue.  I think “Happy-Go-Lucky” will garner some guilt votes, but I think “Milk” will come out on top, even though the Academy doesn’t love giving writing awards to true stories.

Prediction: “Milk”


ADAPTED SCREENPLAY

The nominees are “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button”, “Doubt”, “Frost/Nixon”, “The Reader” and “Slumdog Millionaire.”

I think the two front runners are “Slumdog” and “Benjamin Button.” I would lean strongly toward “Slumdog”… except for The Button Factor:

Say you’re an Academy voter and you’re looking for an excuse to give a writing award to “Button” here: the original story is by F. Scott Fitzgerald, allowing one to feel literarily smug. Plus it was actually a short story with little resemblance to the final movie. So one could internally justify that Eric Roth et al. had to do a lot of work to flesh out the final product, etc. (A true adaptation for the screen, in other words.)

Prediction: “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button”


ANIMATED FEATURE FILM

“Bolt” and “Kung-Fu Panda” were lucky to even be nominated, really. There’s no question here.

Prediction: “WALL-E”


ART DIRECTION
The nominees are “Changeling,” “Benjamin Button”, “The Dark Knight”, “The Duchess”, and “Revolutionary Road.”

I wouldn’t be too surprised if “Changeling” snuck away with this, but that’s a dark horse. The Button Factor is strong here.

Prediction: “Benjamin Button”


COSTUME DESIGN
The nominees are “Australia,” “Benjamin Button”, “The Duchess”, “Milk” and “Revolutionary Road.”

I think “Australia” joins The Nomination Is the Reward club, here. I think that “Revolutionary Road” and “Milk” are both decade-focused American films that cancel one another out for costume. I didn’t see “The Duchess” but I understand the costume work was exceptional. It could go “Duchess” or “Button,” but I think “Button” ends up with it.

Prediction: “Benjamin Button”


MAKEUP

The nominees are “Benjamin Button”, “Dark Knight”, and “Hellboy II: The Golden Army.”

Most of the aging effects that made “Button” so amazing were actually CGI, so you can’t really count it for a makeup win. It could go either way after that… but I think that voting for “Hellboy” makes the gray-haired Academy feel cool and hip.

Prediction: “Hellboy II: The Golden Army”


CINEMATOGRAPHY

The nominees are “Changeling,” “Benjamin Button”, “The Dark Knight”, “The Reader”, and “Slumdog Millionaire”.

This one is hard. I think that all the movies were likely beautiful in their own way, and that a lot will be in the eye of the beholder and in the politics. Still, I suspect that this is where the Slumdog Sweep kicks off.

Prediction: “Slumdog Millionaire”


LIVE ACTION SHORT FILM

I have no clue. I’m picking based on which name I like best.

Prediction: “The Pig”


ACTOR IN A SUPPORTING ROLE

The nominees are Josh Brolin (“Milk”), Robert Downey Jr. (“Tropic Thunder”), Philip Seymour Hoffman (“Doubt”), Heath Ledger (“The Dark Knight”) and Michael Shannon (“Revolutionary Road”).

Like “WALL-E” for best animated, this is one of the evening’s no-brainers.

Prediction: Heath Ledger


DOCUMENTARY FEATURE

The nominees are “The Betrayal”, “Encounters at the End of the World,” “The Garden,” “Man on Wire,” and “Trouble the Water.”

Haven’t seen a one of these, so I’m going with the odds-on favorite.

Prediction: “Man on Wire”


DOCUMENTARY SHORT SUBJECT

No idea. Picking based on the name.

Prediction: “Smile Pinki”


VISUAL EFFECTS

Nominees are “Benjamin Button,” “Dark Knight” and “Iron Man”.  It won’t be “Iron Man” — yet, I didn’t see “Dark Knight” so it’s hard to really hold that up to “Button” fairly. Still… the Button Factor.

Prediction: “Benjamin Button”


SOUND EDITING
SOUND MIXING

I don’t know jack about these two categories: I’m not enough of a film production buff to understand the difference between them.  But I think one will go to “Slumdog” and one will go to “WALL-E.”


FILM EDITING

The nominees are “Benjamin Button”, “Dark Knight,” “Frost/Nixon”, “Milk” and “Slumdog Millionaire.” I don’t know a lot about editing but I’m pretty sure we’re solidly in Slumdog Sweep.

Prediction: “Slumdog Millionaire”


ORIGINAL SCORE

I think A.R. Rahman is the clear favorite here for “Slumdog Millionaire.” If there’s a spoiler, it could be “Button” or “Defiance”… but I really doubt it.

Prediction: A.R. Rahman for “Slumdog Millionaire”


ORIGINAL SONG

If Bruce Springsteen had been nominated for “The Wrestler,” he’d be my pick.  But, instead I think “Slumdog” takes it. I think that the M.I.A. association on “O Saya” might be a double-edged sword (so pregnant at the Grammys! so edgy! so controversial with that Tamil Tiger terrorism business!), so I’ll say that “Jai Ho” gets the nod. Plus it’s just so darn uplifting. I hope there’s a Bollywood-style dance number for this song tonight.

Prediction: “Jai Ho” from “Slumdog Millionaire”


FOREIGN LANGUAGE FILM

I’m picking on popularity.

Prediction: “Waltz With Bashir”


DIRECTING

The nominees are “Benjamin Button”, “Frost/Nixon”, “Milk”, “The Reader,” and “Slumdog Millionaire.”  I think this is a slam-dunk for Slumdog.

Prediction: Danny Boyle, “Slumdog Millionaire”


ACTRESS IN A LEADING ROLE

The nominees are Anne Hathaway (“Rachel Getting Married”), Angelina Jolie (“Changeling”), Melissa Leo (“Frozen River”), Meryl Streep (“Doubt”), and Kate Winslet (“The Reader”)

The only performance I actually saw here was Angelina Jolie’s… and I think we can all agree that one should only cry “The dingo ate my baby! That’s not my baby! Where’s my baby?” with welling eyes so many times in a 2+-hour movie. It’s certainly not the cornerstone of a Best Actress award, anyway.

So, of the rest, I think the Academy decides for Hathaway and Leo that “The Nomination is Her Reward.” (I would love to see Hathaway get it but I don’t think people are past thinking of her as Princess Mia Thermopolis, just yet.)

I think then you’ve got the toss-up between Winslet and Streep. I think Streep would get it free and clear… if not for the cloudiness of the whole Winslet nomination problem.  If Streep in “Doubt” were up against Winslet in either single role, it’s clear cut. But both together muddies the waters.

So, when all that Oscar trickiness is said and done, you’ve got voters who will either decide that Winslet’s performances in “Revolutionary Road” and “The Reader” together were good enough that she deserves the 2009 BA… or you’ve got voters who aren’t all that sure what was going there, and Kate Winslet cancels herself out.

I think Streep deserves it, but I suspect Winslet wins it.

Prediction: Kate Winslet, “The Reader”


ACTOR IN A LEADING ROLE

Richard Jenkins in “The Visitor” and Frank Langella in “Frost/Nixon” join “The Nomination Is His Reward” Club here.

“Benjamin Button” was pretty but Brad Pitt wasn’t Best-Actor-great in it; the CGI carried most of the load.

I think it’s between Sean Penn in “Milk” and Mickey Rourke in “The Wrestler.”

And I think that Hollywood loves a feel-good happy ending, especially when it turns out to be a true one.

Prediction: Mickey Rourke, “The Wrestler”


BEST MOTION PICTURE

The nominees are “Benjamin Button,” “Frost/Nixon,” “Milk,” “The Reader,” and “Slumdog Millionaire.” I think anything other than Slumdog counts as an upset.

Prediction: “Slumdog Millionaire”


Feb
6th
Fri
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The only reason I started a Tumblr is because

Elisabeth tagged me to share 7 things that people might not otherwise know about me, and when I said I had no way to reply, she said “Blogger and Tumblr are easy to use.”  Never mind that I have started and abandoned more blogs/journals/websites* than Elisabeth is old enough to have conceived of, and hey you kids, get off my lawn.  And, with that whole “25 things” thing on Facebook that everyone is mad for, I was feeling slightly left out.

Although, not left-out enough to get a Facebook account, and don’t try to sway me otherwise, @brandi.

Mainly, I am beginning to sort of revere Elisabeth, as the wicked-cool younger sister that I never had, so. (To clarify, I have zero sisters, whether older, younger, cool or uncool.)

So, seven things you likely don’t know about me:

1. I got my first passport, not for a trip, but so I could send an audition video in to The Amazing Race.  (I didn’t take an actual passport-needing trip for another two years)

2. I dislike white limousines, with an unusual fervor. I quietly mock any white limousine I see going past.

3. I have collections of: nice pens, rocks from places to which I’ve traveled, pressed pennies, and badges from conferences I’ve attended.

4. I can recite the U.S. states in alphabetical order.

5. I have spatial-sequence synesthesia, the short definition of which is that I “see” the passage of time differently than most people.  I picture weeks, months, and years in a kind of stretchy rolling grid with an empty center.  Months have different colors, as do seasons.

6. Yesterday I dipped Oreos in white and pink chocolate as a Valentine’s gift for some volunteers.

7. I was well into my 20’s before I understood that if you want to make the house cooler, turning the thermostat down to 60˚ won’t make it cooler, faster.  I truly figured that thermostats, even rudimentary lever-and-knobby ones, were smart enough to know that they should put out more and colder air in order to achieve their goals sooner.

So, what now? I can’t tag other people as I don’t know enough people with blogs. I guess if you followed this link from Twitter, and have a place to respond, consider yourself tagged.

* which I proudly did not call “Musings,” “Notes From My Mind,” “Ramblings,” or any similarly silly thing.